I'm trying

I still feel bad. I need to log on more. This summer I promise to do so. I will have more time on my hands.

I have been so stressed. School is going well. Finals almost over. Picked up my script for the play next semester. One more final left.

what i am stressed about is moving out. Mom is coming into town, but we won't have a car so how the heck we are going to move my stuff out is still up in the air. I am struggling to figure out how to pay for my storage unit. I could pay in monthly, but the roommate want to pay up front so we get a discount on the third month. I am trying to come up with the money but not having too much luck. Mom says not to worry about it she will figure it out, and she always does, I just hate not having money!!!!!! Sucks that the job fell through this semester. Next semester will be so nice. I will get a job and have an apartment so I won't have to move out in the summer.

Once i move out i have no clue what my plans are. Mom and I are staying with friends but we don't know for how long or how to get home....I will feel at ease come the end of June.
Mom goes to court for her social security hearing and hopefully we will see progress. dad is still looking for a job. Times are hard but I just need to remember to put my fears and troubles to the lord.

Going to Lindsey's for the night, which is a breath of fresh air and will help me to set my mind on other things than my troubles.

This was not one of my more uplifting posts but I am rather stressed. I will keep you posted and write more. It is a way of venting that does work for me. I should take advantage of that more.

Prayers are welcomed and are appreciated. Love you all!

Bon Appetit
Emily

p.s. The Trailer for Julie and Julia came out!!! Woot can't wait until Aug. 7 to see it!!!